No mater how hard life hits at you...u juz have to move on
No matter wat change it brings.....u juz move on
Eventhough it leaves some deep scars we have to move on
SOme life experiences can hurt you...
Some people betray u.....some stab u in the back...doesn't mean u shud lose trusts in others..
People are created to learn from mistakes and trust is definitely not a mistake..
Tho some things can leave us a big impact...some things will not be the same as it is before....we just wish that life wud go back to normal.
haaahhhh....darn this is making my head go crazy

*sigh*

It has been more than a year since that incident.
The incident that left a very large mark in my life
Carrying that guilt that for more than a year. It has been too hard.
That incident was also my reason to become a doctor. To atone for my sins...

Juz now i was told that my fate will be decided in two weeks...
Well, Juz want u to know that eventhough ur gone.....I'll live on in your place..and I'm sorry for what i have done to you..

For the moment i'll chill out and lie to the fullest.

Lemme introduce you a friend...lappy Asus A52JK...he's a new member of the team...wat team?? lulz....

Bought this guy yesterday from Tech Hypermart.....cost me around rm2500...and I bought it with my savings from duit raya since 1 yr old with a few additional money from my gaji. I've been researching for laptop a long time already... and i came across this model after its interesting specs and price..heheh....and i researched for the cheapest price online as well as going to some stores in Kedah and KL.....and i came to conclusion that tech hyprmart gives the best deal....and yeah u get full set like any other laptops with a cheaper price.....

Before i chose this model, i made a list of wht i want to do with lappy

1. Connect with other people...facebook - wifi
2. Work Efficiency.... - i3 processor and 2GB ddr3 RAM
3. Gaming and Entertainment - 15.6 inch screen and ATi Radeon HD 5145 1GB

And this model has all what i need befitting its slogan "perfect for work and play"...hahaha
Eversince i bought this guy i wasn't able to live away from it for a few minutes lulz...

On to the next topic...yesterday i had a little reunion wif some ol'frens at one utama.....ariff and afiq..didn't do much but we sat together at Kenny Rogers and had some catching up with each other....and then ariff accompanied me to buy my new laptop somewhere in Puchong...it was sad that i wasn't able to meet other friends but i heard that we're going to have another reunion in July...oh well looking forward to it...=)



Well today.....nothing much done today except shutting myself in the apartment while my aun't and uncle goes out to work...alone in the apartment with 9 pieces of sausages and a mug of Ali Cafe as well as Nunu the cat.... I'm going back home to Alor Setar tonight to assist my mum back with her cake business...oh well i wanted to stay longer in KL but apa boleh buat...i feel a bit guilty free-lodging here so might as wel leave home aite?? plus i need to meet some friends in Kedah before they leave for University next week.....We'll be having the Final Badminton showdown at MRC this Wednesday....

haaah....2 days after finishing the Kursus Persediaan ke Timur Tengah I still feel like going to class. Every morning i wake i look up to the ceilings and the bright morning and i felt like i was late for class. I jumped to the toilet only to realize that it's over.......to all my friends from UKM especially tutorial 2........I miss u guys <3 width="640" height="385">

Haaaahhh......haven't update the blog for a month haha...
Yeah as in previous post i was in UKM learning Arab Language....
Nothing much on my improvement of the ammiah but i think i've progressed a bit...ana mushfahim most of it lulz...
But yeah past 26 days were full of emotions; happy, sad, emo, pressure, irritated and everything...

Gone thru a lot of things, made quite a number of friends, discovered a few things....got into fights but it's alright now=D

Initially i was a very quiet person cuz i was unable to fit in nicely...but then open up bit by bit but then i became a loud laughing man eating monster...Mwahahahaha!!! Not that I'm proud of it but that's a good sign that I am comfortable with them...It's like how i treat my siblings LoL...

Sometimes i get really pressured to learned ammi cuz i dun have basic and i really have to ask a lot up to a level i think i'm a burden...huhu...but thanks to my tutormates yeah i think i've progressed abit...thanks to faiez, faiz, epol, acad, man and zul....

Got into some problems there but yeah i'm okay now...we sit down and talked....and it all went right..

Friends....we have lots of them there..hahaha...some are crazy, some are loud, some are quite, some are irritating but u know what??? they made my day....

I'll be leaving 4 egypt on 22nd September so I have 3 months of free time so what to do?? I'll be working with my mum again...

O yea later I'm buying a laptop Asus A52JK...ain't it a beauty?? I mean the specs...and uhh... igot some videos to upload buat later yeah i'll reedit this post when I'm back home in Kedah...Currently in Puchong Chocolate Mansion House weee!!!

For now enjoy this J-Techno Band Perfume!!!

Darn I'm in a dillema over a paul smith shoe and shirt......both cost around RM100 but mcm syg gaji lak...huhu...all i can say bot items are really2 cun urrrghhh x tahan...Sayang gaji is one issue...the other issue is that by monday I'll be leaving for UKM to learn Arab Language...so if I order today, Saturday means i'll get it after 4 or 5 working days...I'll be in Bangi by then huhu.....huhu dillema dillema..

I've been wondering about life there...i read the schedule but it looks already packed plus the extra class i'll be getting due to entering the course late, so it'll be moar packed....another...can i even get out of the campus?? I haven't packed things yet!!!!! Pening2...uhuhu..but then...whatever.. chill :)

Yeah two post in a day not even after 5 minutes writing the previous post..
Juz found out yesterday that i will have to be at Kolej Ibrahim Yaakub UKM on the 1st of June to take my Arab Language classes before i take off to Egypt....Yes Egypt...to pursue MBBS and come back wif "Dr" before my name later in 6 years. To be honest i was reluctant at first to go to egypt...but then i accepted that fact little by little...Well egypt isn't so bad...haha..Firstly i planned to pursue the course locally but due to some circumstances i'll have to forget it...Actually i was the only one who wanted to do it locally while everyone else wants me to do it abroad...But yeah I'm ok with that...Like a Malay saying "Jauh berjalan, Luas pengalaman" meaning the further u go the more u knowledge u gain about this world.

My grandmother said that it was my deceased grandfather's wish to study in egypt but he was unable to do so. So now I'm taking his place completing his wish...I'm sorta carrying his will.

I'm ok with all that...its juz...will i be able to play badminton again?? hmmmm

Yeah...dunno y i suddenly thought of writing back on this blog when i wanted to abandon it one year ago...huhu....

perhaps cuz i wanted to kill some time before its 10pm in this bakery...yup my mum is currently running a bakery in Giant Alor Setar....please come to us if u feel like eating a cake...haha..we take orders too...

ok enuff wif the cake thing....dunno wat to write but hmm lets choose a topic...hmmm how bout my new prepaid card ?? hmm ok?? It was a few weeks ago tht i thought that i'd buy a new Babolat badminton racket and Mizuno shoe from an online Hong Kong store....apparently the only type of payment they accept is paypal...so I applied for a paypal account. Then i found out that i require a credit or debit card...I don't have one back then and i thought applying for a debit card at a bank would be a nuisance cuz of all the requirements that u need..

So I googled for alternatives and found out about prepaid cards....not ur normal topup mobile phone craps la....its neither a credit or a debit card or ur topup cards...its a stored value card. A card that u have to reload in order to use it. U don't need to have a bank account to apply for a prepaid card or a stable income. As a student this is perhaps a good choice...So then i googled for prepaid cards available in Malaysia...

The most popular card would the Eon MolFreedom Prepaid Mastercard...The website says that the Starter Pack available in 7eleven stores throughout Malaysia...So I went to the nearest 7eleven store in Taman PKNK Alor Setar only to be dissapointed....When i asked them wether they have the card or not....i got the reply.."wuzzat?? u mean the game topup card???" Ok perhaps this store doesn't have it...So i went to the next 7eleven in front of City Plaza only to get the same reply....I e-mailed to their Customer Care and found out tht all the stores are out of stock with the next batch to only come somewhere in a few months..

I can't wait tht long so i went to next option the Ambank NexG Prepaid Mastercard, I never tried to apply for the card because the monthly and annual payments were high plus its unembossed (meaning ur name is not on the card)...And u have to apply at the bank for the starter pack.

Then i found out about Tune-In Visa Card from TuneMoney.com.... Monthly payments are RM 1.50 and the only thing that bothers is that u have to reload RM 50 first before u get ur card. This can be done either online or at BSN and CIMB bank counters...The card is has your name on it and u can apply for this online at their website. Juz click on "Apply Now" on this page
and click on "first time customer" on the next page. Fill in the forms, reload RM 50 and upload your IC copy and ur done...The site states that u'll get the card 14 days after finishing the process but i got mine after just 4 days....upon receiving i activated my card online and verified my paypal account. I haven't done any online transaction yet cuz i haven't get my payment from my mum...huhu... :( but i've used the card in a hypermarket and it works...gr8!!

I hv one word and just one word.... REBIRTH